TQ.. mr.Brightside...

mornin..all...
..its kinda long time nell x p0st anythngs..
well..theres lotsa thngs happened to me lately..but..
tats life la kan..ok..m face it...with 0pen heart..
its almost 3am n0w..n im still awake..huhuu...
xsleep..theres alots of thngs in my head..
so,nell amik kesempatan ni to post sumthn.. :)
actually, few days a ago nell aldy kn0w d truth...
wat i means is...
i  aldy kn0w ape yg nell wondering slame ni..
terjawab sudah...
hmm..n its was crystal clear..
kinda suprised oso..
tats soon he..gt replacement.
thats love all about ..i guess..
so..hmm...semua mmg salah nell...
suke or tak..nell kne terima.
m just a simple gal who always make mistakes..
m not perfect at all...
hurts n pain ws parts of m life.
live wit it...


thank you  to mr.brightside cz sudi balas n let me
kn0w ape yg nell nak tahu selame ni..
nell dengar,terima n faham..
ape pun one thing ..my advice to all.. STOP ASSUMING..
its only  take few second to  ask..
bak kate Abg Johan Tanzil...
" ALWAYS Ask,NEVER Assume..Becoz When U Assume,
U make An ASS Out Of U And ME ! :)
tak salah pun bertanye dr prasangka yg x betul n think -ve about sumthn..


so,to  mr.Brightside...
again...
thank you so much...
4ur time..tat u spendin 4me
4 those happy moments..
m really appreciated..i do..
thanks 4 everythngs...
thus,i wanna apologized 4 m mistakes,
harsh words n th0se arguemnts tat we had b4..
m s0rry..


do take gud care of urself...
wishin u all d best..
success n happiness with ur love one..
 ~ peace ~

.♪♫♪.. i will survived by Gloria Gaynor ♪♫♪

..just l0ve it !! 

First I was afraid
I was petrified

Kept thinking I could never live

without you by my side

But I spent so many nights

thinking how you did me wrong

I grew strong

I learned how to carry on

and so you're back

from outer space

I just walked in to find you here

with that sad look upon your face

I should have changed my stupid lock

I should have made you leave your key

If I had known for just one second

you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door

just turn around now

'cause you're not welcome anymore

weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye

you think I'd crumble

you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no, not I

I will survive

as long as i know how to love

I know I will stay alive

I've got all my life to live

I've got all my love to give

and I'll survive

I will survive

It took all the strength I had

not to fall apart

kept trying hard to mend

the pieces of my broken heart

and I spent oh so many nights

just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

Now I hold my head up high

and you see me

somebody new

I'm not that chained up little person

still in love with you

and so you felt like dropping in

and just expect me to be free

now I'm saving all my loving

for someone who's loving me

wats wrong wif mE?? pfftt !!

...g0sh! wats wrong wt me t0day?!
 lately..ths few days..damn! i hate this feelin..
i just damn hated ths feelin... i wonder ape
salah nell to him? ape nell dah buat? bile pk2 balik
nell rase mcm tak buat ape2 yg salah...but y die
treat me ths way? biar nell mcm tu jea..
y he hate me so much?? if dah ade gf pun,atleast let me know ..aite?
 g0sh..g0sh.gosh.. i really cant focus
on nethn.. yes,i keep thinkn bout wat had  happened...
wonder n wonder..day n nite!
m startin to .....
hate him..i hate him for actin like ths..hate this feelin,but at d other
side nell do feel worried..did sumthin happen to him?
naa,x think so.. i can feel tat his happy..out there..i gt 6th sense..ahaha.
but y he didnt reply nethn? not even one?
ive bn thru ths b4..previously... just d same...hurts.
i think ths is it... i shudnt  think bout him ..nemore..
i need to face it.. as i always said to those sad frens...
" this is wat life all about,face it"
so now,ths gna b m turn laa kan...eventho it so sad...huhuu...
life must g0 on..

mom0..bubu..mumu n lil luluu...

                     momo..merajuk kena kurung..  

                                              mumU....

momo..tryin to escape..haha..

                                  bubu is sleepin...

RIP..MIMY..

                                                                  
                                 momo...d notty one !!

m0mo..bubU..mumU..n lil lUluu

sepetang bersama  mimy n momo....n d kids..
 .oops...mimy dah passed away on 2nd raya..huhuu..
so,tinggal la m0mo si duda ber anak 3...
bubu..mumu n lil lulu...
hahahhaa...

they very notty!
kuat makan...asal buka jea pintu keluar la kepala2 kecik semua..
well..kinda terhibur oso dgn adenya si kecik2 ni..
tengok diorg makan..main roda tu..
berebut2 si 3 eko tu..
minum air macam x penah minum..bukan main dahaga pas main2..hik3..

nak jaga diorg ni xde la susah..mula2 tu agak lain..
but bile dah lame2 tu..best..seronok..
x susah pun..just bagi jea makan every mornin..
seminggu sekali tukar d wood shavings..cuci n bersihkan
rumah nye..easy..peasy je.. :)
< cereal diorg every mornin...
ade jagung..kuaci..peanuts..macam2 laa... :)
sgt menarik n tertarik !!

<<  wood shavings...lapisan kayu..alas they homE >

< this...biscuits..diorg..for tea time n supper !
hehee...




  



 << d vitamin.....
      mix wt air botol yg diorang minum every day..

<<   ball...pink ball..put them inSide..aNd  lets them roll      

        themselves !!  >>

                 yippieeeeeeeee!!

b0dyGuard...

   hmm.. mr.bodyguard ...
his name is mR.BrightsiDe.. :)
bodyguard nell ni foc..haha..
at first die yg tawar diri nk jadi my bodyguard..
his toughy,cute n smart..hee... :)
he is so frendly..humble..easy to be with...
funny sumtimes..eventho muka die nmpk serious 
but when he smile..cute sgttt...
 sharing is caring....kan..so,kitorang..
share itu ini..share about life,family n people arounds us..
works,study..macam2..laa..
laughin ..happy...wake up call hahah...ade2 jea la..
he b there when m down..
he make me laughs n bright up my days..
xmatter wat time sekalipun..he always there 4me..
seriously..mmg mcm bodyguard betul!!

 time passin'  by...
nell mula suke die..alamakk! ahaha...
nell ni actually susah nk fall in luv..
but..xtahula how..wt him rase comfy sgt..
eventho nell knw agak mustahil to be wt him..
age factor..hmm..tats d main thng..

we gettin closer each day..missin each other...
semakin lame nell think all this xb real cz of me..
cz m havin..facin few thngy..my life kinda messy..at d moments.. 
so..one perfect time..nell told him bout wat he shud know...huhuu...

m suprised cz he very understandin...matured in words...
but deep inside nell rase nell x go on...
nell xbe selfish..by b wt him..
nell xtrouble him or others...wt wat m facin..m problem..
nell hate to see people around n closer sad bc0z of me...
and..slowly...everythngs changed...
every minutes dah xsame mcm dulu...  
sunyi..suram..sepi..
serba x kena...huu..lonely..
if ade msgs pun dah x same mcm dulu...
hari2 nell dah x happy sgt..
each days..gettin..empty..far apart...
terase sunyi sgt.. :(
nell tahu semua ni maybe salah nell..
cz nell yg start ...m not a perfect gal..
m always make mistakes...
always bg die headache..
nell tahu nell dah buat die terase hati wt my words...


while.....n0w..
theres nuthin anymore..
no more bodyguard to be with...
to share with..
to laughs n cry with.. 
to teman nell when theres lightnin..
to b there when ive a bad dreams...
theres n0 m0re nethin...
wer nuthin..not even frens...
i kn0w he hated me..
i kn0w he dont care about me nemore...
i knw he dont giva damn of anythngs....

i x blame him..
i  x hate him..
i do appreciated every single minutes that he spendin 4 me..
will always remember n pray 4 him..2b
..success..n happiness always...aminn...

~ Ich vermisse dich ~



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love

love..@ cinta..
well..few days ago  theres a guy said tat he love me..
i love u ..he said...huh!!.tats easy he said he lurve me?
he make me laugh!
berani sungguh anak en.hashim ni yea..kenal saye pun tidak...
but frm my xperiences ths type of guys they just wna hv fun..
kenal2  then hilang sudaa? hahaa..guys2 nwdayss...
they r very unsangkarable tau..
so..wats love 4 those guys? lust maybe...
  suka2 datang..suka2 pergi...
they layan gals macam toys jea..
rase suka main..
bile dah borink simpan..rase rindu amik main ballik...
haihh! guys! guys!guys!....tukar gals mcm tukar baju..
lately oso ramai kwn nell yg heartbroken...huhu...
so gals!wake up!! nell knows hw its feel ok.hurts sgt.
buka mata besar2..dont be stupid nemore...
u all shud knw yg mane lelaki n yg mane jantan..
dont let them fool u all senang2 mcm tu jea!
true..Love make peeps blind ..but ..hello!! wer in 2010..
0pen up ur mind n please use ur special organ wch is call  d'BRAIN...
think ! think! think!
think 4 ur self,4 tmrw n future..
dont let those sweet talkers "eat" u !
love urself,know urself before u let others..
to b exact guys..to .." love" n get u..
and if tat happen..do follow ur heart PLUS ur brain...
theres no mr.perfect..no.mr.rite... :)
theres only... gud guy.. wt a gud heart..
knw wat love all ab0ut..
CARE,UNDERSTAND,APPRECIATE,
LOVE  N ACCEPT U AS D WAY U R!
plus,be with u mase susah senang sakit..
bukan yg dtg pergi n easy to say those 3 words..
so..from nw on..lets go wt d flow babe..huhu
~ peace n love~

Hey! Hey! m back!

hye all !
m back !!
selamat hari raya !! haha..
setelah beberapa bulan bertapa akhirnye nell keluar untuk
update blog ni..
well,m so sorry..thres lotsa thngs happend in this few months...
up and down..tats wat life all about ..isn'it??
banyak kes..banyak kerenah manusia..mcm2 la kan..
ape pun nell bertuah cz dlm 4 bulan kehilangan nell ni,
nell telah bertemu dgn satu geng ni..huhu..
yg mane mereka terdiri dari abang2,kakak2 n adik..
semuanya baik2 n sangat frendly..
kadang2 tu bile datang angin xbetul..diorg akn jd sengal semacam..hahaa..
caring,lovely,notty sumtimes..but ape pun they very humble n understandin...
sgt happy berkawan dgn diorg semua..
masing2 punya personalities yg tersendiri...
dalam ramai2 ade 5 org paling nell sayang..

AMIZA,ABG.HAFIZ @ SI OREN,ABG.ROY,ABG.BOBOY,ABG.AZEEM..


AMIZA > adik paling kecil dlm geng..tapi yaa ampunn..
garang yg amat!
mata sepet..cerah..macam anak cina ...
sshh!! still comel n sweet sgt.. hehe!
pandai masak n lovely person !

ABG.HAFIZ >   ni name glamer die Si Oren..hahaha..
 orgnye sgt kelakar! x kire masa mesti ade lawak2 yg de buat
 dalam keadaan marah pun die still sempat  buat lawak..ceriakan keadaan.mood pun boleh bertukar bile dgr lawak2 die.
haha..lolaQ naa...

ABG.ROY > well,abg Roy ni..mula2 nell ingat die garang..tgk jea pic die..rambut panjang .. muka serious..hUmaghaiii! tattooott cekk.
Tapi upe2 muka jea garang..tapi hati baik.         
abg ni die tukang karut..mmg pandai...segala bagai ayat semua keluar.                  
tak kering gusi jugak la ..cume die tak leh gelak lebih2 coz nnt takut kena baling kosi..kui kui...( lawak jea abang!! )

ABG.BOBOY > abang ni wartawan
senssasi !!
hawts! meletop ! Kebab0m  !! hahah!!
sape nak tahu hot story! terkini ! terpanas ! bole jea cari abang ni..hahah...
 tak kire pagi petang siang malam...keja die korek cite jea..
 tgk serious yg amat sgt! tapi..psst! abg ni suka lagu sentimental! kih3 !!
               Maher Zain..Layannnnn !!


ABG.AZEEM >  hokay! abg.azeem! hmm...abang yg ni..pendiam..
yea la abg ni student g..die kalau bersuara semua yg bernas jea..
..serious..susahla nak tgk die jadi 3 suku..
eventho kitorang semua saling nyakat menyakat tapi still..nell x berani
nak sakat die ni..sat g die fire cekk.nayaa...huuu..
b there 4us..wt his advices n bg moral support ..
bile yg lain xde,hilang di bawa angin..
abg azeem ni lah tegak berdiri  utk kitorang..
even kadang2 tu nell tahu die ade baring or guling2..
cz x tahan dgn drama2 slot akasia
yg kami bawakan..hik3..  kan abang azeem kan? hahhaa...laallalaa...
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      Well..itulah serba sikit bout them ..
they bright up my days  n nites...
thanx 2 all of u..cz sudi kawan dgn nell yg agak2 x betul ni oso..hahaa..
banyak yg nell dah belajar abt life frm u all...
 FRENS FOREVER!
 luv u all!
 mmmuahx <3 nell