b0dyGuard...

   hmm.. mr.bodyguard ...
his name is mR.BrightsiDe.. :)
bodyguard nell ni foc..haha..
at first die yg tawar diri nk jadi my bodyguard..
his toughy,cute n smart..hee... :)
he is so frendly..humble..easy to be with...
funny sumtimes..eventho muka die nmpk serious 
but when he smile..cute sgttt...
 sharing is caring....kan..so,kitorang..
share itu ini..share about life,family n people arounds us..
works,study..macam2..laa..
laughin ..happy...wake up call hahah...ade2 jea la..
he b there when m down..
he make me laughs n bright up my days..
xmatter wat time sekalipun..he always there 4me..
seriously..mmg mcm bodyguard betul!!

 time passin'  by...
nell mula suke die..alamakk! ahaha...
nell ni actually susah nk fall in luv..
but..xtahula how..wt him rase comfy sgt..
eventho nell knw agak mustahil to be wt him..
age factor..hmm..tats d main thng..

we gettin closer each day..missin each other...
semakin lame nell think all this xb real cz of me..
cz m havin..facin few thngy..my life kinda messy..at d moments.. 
so..one perfect time..nell told him bout wat he shud know...huhuu...

m suprised cz he very understandin...matured in words...
but deep inside nell rase nell x go on...
nell xbe selfish..by b wt him..
nell xtrouble him or others...wt wat m facin..m problem..
nell hate to see people around n closer sad bc0z of me...
and..slowly...everythngs changed...
every minutes dah xsame mcm dulu...  
sunyi..suram..sepi..
serba x kena...huu..lonely..
if ade msgs pun dah x same mcm dulu...
hari2 nell dah x happy sgt..
each days..gettin..empty..far apart...
terase sunyi sgt.. :(
nell tahu semua ni maybe salah nell..
cz nell yg start ...m not a perfect gal..
m always make mistakes...
always bg die headache..
nell tahu nell dah buat die terase hati wt my words...


while.....n0w..
theres nuthin anymore..
no more bodyguard to be with...
to share with..
to laughs n cry with.. 
to teman nell when theres lightnin..
to b there when ive a bad dreams...
theres n0 m0re nethin...
wer nuthin..not even frens...
i kn0w he hated me..
i kn0w he dont care about me nemore...
i knw he dont giva damn of anythngs....

i x blame him..
i  x hate him..
i do appreciated every single minutes that he spendin 4 me..
will always remember n pray 4 him..2b
..success..n happiness always...aminn...

~ Ich vermisse dich ~



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